Friday 29 August 2008
. 11:18:00 pm
today cip was tiring,my leg wan drop off liao,
went to starbucks with hy aft e whole thing,
their coffee quite nice,obviously better than mac cafe,
like duh....but kinda too expensive liao....=.=
ordered frappucino mocha,chose grande cos tall
is a bit less haha,paid $6.50 *sobs*
no wonder ppl say if u dun drink starbucks,
in 20 or dunno how many yrs time u can
save a million dollars....starbucks is like a money-suckin
machine lor,buy only 1 drink cost at least $5,
tried for e 1st time n find it not bad :D
den durin cip got a few guai-lan ppl lol....
got 1 uncle call me come den he donate 20 cents
den say "ppl ask u come den come mah(in chinese)",
den continue sayin tat i look smart n dunno wat shit thing,
crap abt goin university take Law nid to
use brains or sth liddat when i dun even intend
to take law =.= but e uncle is ok i guess...
den theres this guy tats kinda sisi,
his actions n e way he talks is o.0
i even have to suppress my laughter lor,
in e end gave a amirk or sth....
n we saw 2 ladies with really nice blue n purple hair XD
my common test results sucked as per normal,
mom didn't really say much cos my bro even worser haha
shit la,this holiday weekdays among e 5 days 4 days must
come back like WTH?! helloooo.....its e HOLIDAYS,
we r suppose to enjoy it,not friggin spend most of e time in sch,
i tink my brain will shrink even further by e end of e week lor....
i'm so sick of all of these,
i'm suffocating down here,
i'm numb inside out
so i choose not to care.
but this is not my choice,
for great power comes great respondsibility,
even if i drown,
nobody will see.
even though theres an abundance of oxygen,
how come i felt as though theres none?
all these ongoing things,
should never have begun.
maybe i made a wrong decision,
but e past could never be changed,
so i have to continue with these shitty things
when i'm the only 1 who got blamed.
please,listen for once,
it won't kill u for listening,
or at least show some concern
and let me feel relieve.
its hard to run a one-man show
but theres nothing i can do about it,
we both felt the same way,
so why can't u face it with glee?
i feel like escaping,
to somewhere nobody can see,
n to fly high and free,
is my only dream.
shit all these friggin things,
for i can't see the purpose in it,
it felt propanganda-ish
no matter how u persuade me.
does results n performance really matters,
because its still the same,
humans still breathe in oxygen
at e end of the day.
so why can't we change anything?
L is so cuute!~♥
Sunday 10 August 2008
. 10:07:00 pm
damn...today is pretty fun even though its full of
unhappy events,on e bright side,we've bonded
even more together :D
it rained super heavily today,we were all drenched man,
n it all cos of e rain tat all e bushuang-in occurs....
ok,i'm gonna scold ppl frm tis point onwards,
could contain lots of vulgarities cos i'm fumin mad
so i hope u dun mind,or else,DUN READ!
ahem......damn u la,we carryin e cake 4 all of u still ask us to
go quickly,u so fast carry it urself la,dun even pass it to
us in the 1st place u idiot.
explain place oso cannot explain properly,
obviously we can't find la,n even if u bushuang us
it shld be us hu is bushuang in e 1st place
cos U guys r in e wrong frm e start,
alll u care is abt e stupid friggin cake!!!!
i mean some of dem r pretty polite n apologised so we r still quite ok with it,
but heck,u go bushuang us,attitude problem is it?
ok,so aft we "got rid of e cake",
we went to play at e shoreline,was friggin nice but wet,
n we built a turtle frm sand!!!
it was pretty fun but in e end only jen ing was doin it
cos me,jeanice n huiying were buildin a dam to
kip e seawater frm destroyin our magnificent turtle,
in e end more effort was spent on e dam =.=
so aft washin up n stuff we went to vivo
to meet baka,got my free X Blade manga n now e scoldin starts.
WTF?! u lie to me 4 30+ days still have e cheek
to laugh,u tot very funny ar? u totally went overboard
this time round liao lor,really crossed e line man,
n i'm boilin on e inside rite now,
mayb also a bit disappointed? cos i didn't expect u to lie,
actually,i really HATE bein shua,especially
by U. its as though i'm checkmate-ed 10 times straight,
crap,i feel like shit rite now,
kip on sayin sry oso no use la,
so stop talkin 4 now lor,or else i tink i'll explode
into a killin machine or sth (its a bit exageratin),
i tot bloggin will let me fa xie4 everything but apparantly
i'm still friggin mad,didn't really helped much,
mayb a little i guess. i normally smile a lot
but today i feel totally dead,a mixture of feelings i guess,
depressed/sad/sadist/happy/contented/disappointed/
furious/boiling/dead.
fuck,i feel like scoldin vulgarities now,
fuck fuck fuck!!!
argh....dun mind me,my cheerful self is temporarily replaced today,
so u can ignore it.....
L is so cuute!~♥
Saturday 9 August 2008
. 9:33:00 pm
HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
hahas,i'm tryin to be patriotic,
this yr de NDP no bad,our sch de dance society got participate
but heck care,i tink i saw some of dem on camera haha,
then e fireworks is friggin nice n beautiful!!!
its so mesmerisin,as though i can continue to watch it forever man...
get full marks 4 chem test very happy haha cos
i tot my chem will die under shamimah's hands
so it was really unexpected....
then tmr goin to sentosa!!! cos we bought the rcube tickets,
lookin 4ward to it!
L is so cuute!~♥
