Wednesday 14 September 2011
. 1:40:00 am
It's been about 2.5 months since I last blogged. Long time I know, but I just can't seem to find the mood to update until now at this god forsaken hour. So many things to ramble about and yet I don't know where to start.
Hmm, just read hy's blog, shall update about MAF then. Like what she've said, everyone same same but different now. A quote from XXXHolic then, "Every encounter, not matter how brief, changes a person." (I might have added a few words of my own inside there XD) I was still suffering from the side-effects of exams so I was a bit crazy. XD Kept on telling ji "long time no see" until she got totally sick of it. XD But its true, I really do miss everyone and yet I don't dare to disturb them because it is afterall, their A level year. Here I am enjoying my 6 weeks holidays now when everyone else is mugging. :/ Somehow, even though I have my own clique in school (currently 5 girls 3 guys), I'm still not as close to them as I am to my sec 4 clique. Hell, I think I'm even closer to some guys as compared to girls. No idea why, but I'm not showing my whole real self to most people, out of fear maybe? I don't even know what I'm fearing or feeling insecure about. Oh hy,the thing I told you about on mrt, you are the only female that knows. XD
Am I biting off more than what I can chew? I've been asking myself that for the past week. I'm doing so much stuff for my CCA to the point that I'll update the alumni seniors and master of the latest announcements. My senior calls me (sometimes the president) when she needs clarification. I get the feeling I'm doing my social & welfare job AND the vice-president job at the same time. -.- Don't even get me started on the VP, he doesn't even show up for trainings. We'll be having a Kenjutsu competition at the end of October and both my club president and I settling loads of stuff for the competition. Can't help it I guess, both the guys in-charge of it are overseas having their attachments, everyone else in the committee having attachments too, so I've got to do more stuff I guess. Its like filling in for everyone and doing my own job at the same time until one of the guys IC of the competition planning is back. Got to hold on until then. My president is in the same situation, he's having his FYP. :/ Good experience though, to be involved in the planning of a somewhat big event, meeting school officers to discuss about details, requesting for this and that, informing the rest of the busy committee and alumni about the latest updates, learning about the procedures etc. But I guess we are lucky to have an efficient and helpful officer to help us we the logistics stuff. :D Awesome dude I tell you. (Y)
Harvard did not pick me. Fine with it, the rest of the applicants are better than me so I'm not surprised. My lecturer did call me to ask if I wanted to apply for overseas attachment at Cornell University. I told her ok so currently waiting for the results. Another guy in my class applied for it too. Only 1 slot, sub-zero temperatures, I'll come back more independent if I do get picked me thinks. Doesn't help when the furthest I've travelled to is Thailand and have never been to winter country. Unless you count in Snow City. XD
Really long post, even I'm surpised at how much I've typed. It'll make up for last 2 months of inactivity. XD
L is so cuute!~♥
