Friday, 29 August 2008
. 11:18:00 pm
today cip was tiring,my leg wan drop off liao,
went to starbucks with hy aft e whole thing,
their coffee quite nice,obviously better than mac cafe,
like duh....but kinda too expensive liao....=.=
ordered frappucino mocha,chose grande cos tall
is a bit less haha,paid $6.50 *sobs*
no wonder ppl say if u dun drink starbucks,
in 20 or dunno how many yrs time u can
save a million dollars....starbucks is like a money-suckin
machine lor,buy only 1 drink cost at least $5,
tried for e 1st time n find it not bad :D
den durin cip got a few guai-lan ppl lol....
got 1 uncle call me come den he donate 20 cents
den say "ppl ask u come den come mah(in chinese)",
den continue sayin tat i look smart n dunno wat shit thing,
crap abt goin university take Law nid to
use brains or sth liddat when i dun even intend
to take law =.= but e uncle is ok i guess...
den theres this guy tats kinda sisi,
his actions n e way he talks is o.0
i even have to suppress my laughter lor,
in e end gave a amirk or sth....
n we saw 2 ladies with really nice blue n purple hair XD
my common test results sucked as per normal,
mom didn't really say much cos my bro even worser haha
shit la,this holiday weekdays among e 5 days 4 days must
come back like WTH?! helloooo.....its e HOLIDAYS,
we r suppose to enjoy it,not friggin spend most of e time in sch,
i tink my brain will shrink even further by e end of e week lor....
i'm so sick of all of these,
i'm suffocating down here,
i'm numb inside out
so i choose not to care.
but this is not my choice,
for great power comes great respondsibility,
even if i drown,
nobody will see.
even though theres an abundance of oxygen,
how come i felt as though theres none?
all these ongoing things,
should never have begun.
maybe i made a wrong decision,
but e past could never be changed,
so i have to continue with these shitty things
when i'm the only 1 who got blamed.
please,listen for once,
it won't kill u for listening,
or at least show some concern
and let me feel relieve.
its hard to run a one-man show
but theres nothing i can do about it,
we both felt the same way,
so why can't u face it with glee?
i feel like escaping,
to somewhere nobody can see,
n to fly high and free,
is my only dream.
shit all these friggin things,
for i can't see the purpose in it,
it felt propanganda-ish
no matter how u persuade me.
does results n performance really matters,
because its still the same,
humans still breathe in oxygen
at e end of the day.
so why can't we change anything?
L is so cuute!~♥
